On the 68th anniversary of the coup attempt by the German
Resistance against the Nazi Regime, I’d like to share an excerpt from my novel Hitler’s Demons.
May 1944
Herr v. Rantzow opened the door
himself, and Alexandra followed the sound of her mother’s sobbing. In the
entryway an obviously distraught and helpless Herr v. Rantzow murmured to
Philip, “She hasn’t stopped crying since the news came. Nothing I can say seems
to comfort her at all. She’s making herself ill!” For the first time since they
had met, Philip and his father-in-law understood one another completely.
Alexandra went down on the floor
before her mother and laid her head in her mother’s lap. Her mother bent
forward, wrapped her daughter in her arms and sobbed, “Oh, Alix, only you understand.
I’ve lost your father all over again. But at least your father had time to
marry and have children – they took all that away from Stefan. Stefan’s been
killed before he had a chance to live!”
“That’s not true, Mutti,”
Alexandra told her gently but firmly. Sitting up, she looked her mother in the
eye. “I don’t know anyone who was more alive than Stefan, or who loved life
more. That’s why it’s so hard to lose him. But you can’t really believe that so
much life and energy and love are really gone? He’s here with us right now –
and we’re probably making him feel terribly guilty for causing us so much
grief.” Tears were streaming down her face as she spoke, but her voice was
steady.
Frau v. Rantzow clutched her
daughter’s hands in hers, her lips trembled, and her face glistened with tears
as she asked, “Do you really think so?”
Alexandra nodded, “Yes.”
Shortly after dinner, Alexandra
took her mother up to bed and stayed with her until she fell asleep. She
returned downstairs and joined Philip and her stepfather in his study. They
were drinking cognac, and Alexandra asked for sherry. Her stepfather poured,
standing in his perfectly tailored suit, even now the elegant diplomat in a
winged collar with graying sideburns. “I must thank you, Alexandra,” he admitted
as he brought her the sherry. “You’ve been wonderful.”
Alexandra took the sherry in the
cut crystal glass and smiled sadly up at her stepfather. “It isn’t me, really.
I’m just a bit of Stefan still alive.”
“Nonsense,” her stepfather
contradicted, “you’ve been a great help. It’s just all so pointless! This whole
stupid war and all the senseless sacrifice!” Herr v. Rantzow’s nerves, kept in
check by the need to support his wife, now cracked. His hands clenched around
the heavy tumbler until his knuckles were white. “If only the Western Allies
would land! Why are they taking so long? Don’t they realize that if they wait
too long, the Eastern Front will collapse and the Russians will win the war
without them? The sooner they land, the sooner the war will be over!”
Without
giving anyone a chance for comment, Rantzow continued in an angry voice, “You can be
sure it’s the damned Americans who are hanging back. They’re so afraid of
casualties! Afraid that public support for the war will crumble as soon as the
bodies start coming home. You know they ship their dead soldiers home, don’t
you?” Herr v. Rantzow asked Philip. Philip hadn’t known; he shook his head.
“They’re that rich and that spoiled that they actually collect their dead and
send them home all the way across the Atlantic at government expense! What a
bizarre people – so spoiled and soft and naïve, and yet so dangerous. Once they
land, the war won’t last more than a few weeks. They have more men, armor and
ammunition than the Soviet Union, and because they cannot afford a long war,
they will throw everything they have at us. I tell you, once the Americans land
in France, the war will be over in weeks. If only they had landed months ago!”
Herr v. Rantzow’s voice cracked, and it took Alexandra a second to realize he
was crying.
She had never seen him cry
before, and she hesitated. She cast Philip a helpless glance and then went over
and gently laid her arm around her stepfather’s waist. He had dropped his face
in his long, elegant hands with the signet ring and he left it there, accepting
but not returning Alexandra’s gesture. Between clenched teeth he managed to
say, “I’m so sorry, Alix. I’m so sorry Stefan will never know a better Germany
than the one he died for.”
…
Alexandra asked Philip to go for
a walk with her around Lake Grunewald in the fading light of the long summer
day. They took the bewildered family dog with them. The sky was luminous and
the stars were coming out; the forest was black. Alexandra could walk neither
fast nor far in her condition, but she needed the fresh air. Soon they found a
bench and sat down. Alexandra had her arm through Philip’s. “Philip, don’t be
angry with me,” she started timidly, “but I’ve started to wonder if Graf Moltke
isn’t right after all. I mean, what if we make our coup and then get blamed for
losing the war? Won’t all the Nazis then be stronger than ever? Won’t they
destroy whatever government we try to establish? I don’t even know what Moltke
and his friends have thought up, do you?”
“I’ve heard some things. There is
no one plan, really – just a lot of ideas. That is, everyone agrees we have to
have a government based on the Rule of Law – a constitution that guarantees
basic human rights such as equality before the law and freedom of religion,
association and movement. Almost everyone agrees that we have to have a state
based on the fundamental principles of Christianity, such as respect for life
and for our fellow man and responsibility toward the weak and poor. But, as you
know, the devil is in the detail. There are some people who argue that we need
to restore a monarchy, because Hitler’s success demonstrates that Germans need
a ‘leader,’ and if they don’t have a hereditary one, they will follow every
megalomaniac that comes along. Others want to see American style democracy, and
others favor Socialism. Claus is throwing his weight in with the Socialists at
the moment.”
Alexandra actually managed a
smile, even if it was a sad, weary smile. “The Revolutionary Count – it suits
him. Can’t you picture Claus with Robespierre?” Philip looked at her in
astonishment, unable to follow her intuition when she gave it free rein like
this. “And where does General Olbricht stand?” she asked.
“As so often, we have much the
same opinion.”
“Which is?”
“Olbricht told Claus: first act,
then we’ll see who’s left over.”
“But, Philip, if my stepfather’s
right – if the war isn’t going to last more than a few weeks after the
Americans land in France – then why not let them win the war? Why risk the
lives of the very best men Germany has? Beck and Tresckow, Olbricht and Uncle
Erich – and you? Why not let Hitler sign this merciless Unconditional Surrender
an take the blame for the war he started and lost? Why should Beck or Olbricht
– who were always against the aggression – be forced to swallow the bitter
pill?”
Philip held her closer to him and
kissed the top of her head. He understood her thinking. With Stefan already
dead, her compulsion to shorten the war – even if only by a single day – had
eased. Instead, she saw that he was in a relatively safe staff position and was
at greater risk from a failed coup than a marginally prolonged war. Her logic
was impeccable, as usual, but he shook his head nevertheless. “First of all,
your stepfather underestimates us. The Americans may have endless material
resources, but their troops and officers are inexperienced. I think we may be
able to hold both fronts for as long as six to eight months after the Americans
land – and they haven’t done that yet. So the war could go on another nine to
ten months. In that time, we could have lost another half-million men on the
front and maybe half that again to the air raids.” He dropped his voice, “And
then there are the Concentration Camps and the Death Camps. We’re
systematically slaughtering people, Alix – as if they were animals with an
infectious disease….” His voice faded in the darkness.
“You mean the Einsatzkommandos?”
Alexandra asked.
“No, I mean we’ve built special
slaughterhouses for people. The SS is diverting rolling stock – which we
desperately need to keep the Eastern and Italian fronts supplied with
ammunition and other war supplies – to transport people to these camps. They
transport people in freight cars and herd them into large chambers and gas
them.”
Alexandra wanted to say: “That
can’t be!” – but it was too horrible for Philip to have made it up. “How do you
know?”
“Olbricht told me. I don’t know
his source. It doesn’t matter. After what I saw the Einsatzkommandos do, it’s
impossible to question this. And we have to stop it. Or at least try to stop
it. Or maybe just demonstrate before God and the Allies and history that German
officers opposed these measures. The coup isn’t just about stopping the war –
at least that’s not what it’s about for Olbricht or Tresckow anymore. It’s
about taking a moral stand against a regime that is morally depraved. It’s
about – if you like – trying to save Sodom and Gomorrah by finding ten just
men, who are willing to stand up and be counted – even if it costs them their
lives.”
Alexandra gazed at her husband in
frightened awe. It was almost completely dark, and his face was in shadow. She
could make out the curve of his dark hairline against his high forehead, the
glasses hiding his eyes, and the set of his lips. She was frightened and she
shivered, but she could not protest. She had set him on this path. She had
supported him at every step. What right did she have to lose heart now?
Philip took her hand and entwined
his fingers in hers. “Now do you understand why I’ve been so selfish? So
reluctant to let you take our child to safety in Altdorf?”
All her nightmares were true.
After she left Berlin, she would never see him again. “When?”
“Just as soon as our current
volunteer assassin gets access to Hitler.”
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