J.B. Baronowsky is a former B-17 pilot who flew on the Airlift throughout the fall of 1948. He became involved in the candy drops to Berlin's children, but he has been yanked off the Airlift by his fiance's father. His soon-to-be father-in-law is a senior VP at General Motors, who could lean on his Congressman.
In this excerpt, J.B. listens to the news from Berlin and it triggers an unexpected conversation with his Dad with serious consequences.
J.B. Baronowsky stood in the living room of his parents’ small, single-level house in Ypsilanti, Michigan straining to hear the news crackling over the airwaves. The man speaking was Colonel Howley, the American commandant in Berlin. J.B. knew his voice well because he’d heard it a hundred times over the Armed Forces Network when he was flying the Airlift. Now, although the static made Howley sound like he was a world away, his elation and triumph had survived the trip across the Atlantic. “…a vote for Freedom! Mayor Reuter’s party has improved its hold on power by almost 16%. The SPD won an absolute majority with 64.5% of all votes cast.”
The reporter asked a question that was garbled by static, but Howley answered clearly. “The SPD is a democratic party, firmly committed to fighting Soviet tyranny and aggression. This is the party, remember, that voted unanimously against Hitler in 1933. Mayor Reuter is a courageous leader, and I look forward to working with him more closely than ever in the days and weeks ahead.”
Again, the reporter’s question was unintelligible, but J.B. hung on Howley’s words, “Absolutely, the Airlift will continue! The people of Berlin have made it 100% clear they do not want to be swallowed by the Russian bear. They don’t want to become slaves of Stalin. They’re willing to go without heat in their houses and live with just two hours of electricity a day and to walk to work and eat powdered potatoes, powdered milk and powdered eggs for as long as it takes to make Stalin loosen his hold. Let me tell you, it isn’t easy to live in the cold and the dark on half the food we Americans are used to, but the Berliners prefer that to being prisoners of a system that denies them the right to think for themselves. We could learn a thing or two from these hardy Berliners!”
The reporter thanked the colonel and the station cut off the connection with Berlin to turn to the sports news. J.B. reached up to switch off the radio altogether.
“What are you doing here, J.B.?” His father’s voice caught him by surprise. “I thought you were out with Patty all day?”
J.B. turned to face his father with a guilty shrug and a sheepish grin. “Yeah, I know, I mean — I don’t know. I wanted to hear what had happened in Berlin, and Patty and her folks don’t care. Besides, I needed to get away from them all for a bit.” He shrugged again uncomfortably and then admitted, “I made up an excuse about your car breaking down and how I had to take you and Mom over to grandma’s.”
His father nodded slowly, his expression unreadable, but his eyes were fixed hard on his son. J.B. avoided them, turning away to pick up the jacket he’d carelessly tossed on the sofa when he came in. He pulled the sleeves straight and folded it over his arm.
The elder Baronowsky watched him for a moment and then said in a low voice, “Look, Jay, I know you’re grown up and you don’t have to talk to me about anything. That’s fine. I don’t want to start running your life. But you ain’t been acting like a man who’s about to marry the girl of his dreams.”
“Dad—”
“Wait!” The older Baronowky held up his hand. “Hear me out, son. It’s true that your mom and I never really warmed to Patty, but before you went over to Germany, we agreed that she made you happy. You were pretty hot for her and glowed with pride when she was beside you. Since you came back from Germany, I don’t sense that same excitement or passion any more. I don’t see much swagger in having such a swanky girl almost in the sack, either. Did something change while you were in Germany?”
“I didn’t have an affair, if that’s what you’re asking!” J.B. snapped back defensively.
“Hadn’t even thought of that. I just asked if anything had changed.”
J.B. couldn’t meet his father’s penetrating eyes. He looked down and then sank onto the sagging sofa. His eyes were fixed on the old coffee table. Stains of countless cold drinks that had perspired into the wood marred the surface, yet all he saw was Kathleen coming out of the fog towards him. For his father, he shook his head and said slowly, “Nothing specific, Dad.”
His father went around to the other side of the coffee table and sat down. “Want to talk about it?”
J.B. drew a deep breath. It would have been easy to brush the old man off, to say it wasn’t any of his business or it wasn’t important. But it was. He’d hoped that being back with Patty again would make him forget Berlin and Kathleen. Instead, the more he was with Patty, the more he missed what he’d left behind. He tried to put his feelings into words his father would understand. “We were doing something good over there, Dad. I was glad to be part of it. Somehow, choosing drapes for our apartment and selecting the music for the band at the wedding just doesn’t seem very important.”
“No, but if you loved Patty, you’d still find it all kinda cute,” his father suggested.
“Are you saying I don’t love Patty?” J.B. gasped out.
“Do you?”
J.B. dropped his head in his hands and scratched at his scalp with his fingernails. Without looking up, he muttered, “All she seems to care about is how things look. It’s all about appearances. Does this match that? What’s the latest fashion? What colour is in vogue now? What will the neighbours think of this or that? And the bigger the price tag, the better it is. Is that right, Dad? Is life just about money and fashion and prestige?” He looked up to meet his father’s eyes.
The elder Baronowsky didn’t answer. Instead, he stood, went over to the sideboard, and pulled out a bottle of vodka and two glasses. He filled the glasses, brought them back to the sofa and nudged his son with one hand.
J.B. took the offered glass but didn’t drink. Instead, he put it on the table and tried to explain, “I’ve tried to tell her about Berlin — the conditions people live in, the way the kids went wild when we dropped the candy, the presents they and their mothers gave us — handmade things like knitted socks or old books and lace napkins, anything that had survived the bombing. They didn’t have enough to eat, but they kept trying to give us presents!” Although he sounded exasperated, what he wanted was for other people to feel the same amazement and incomprehension that he did. Instead, most people just said something meaningless like: “That was nice of them.” Patty, on the other hand, had responded with, “I hope you didn’t keep any of that junk! We don’t want to clutter up our beautiful house with dirty, old stuff.”
His dad’s response took him by surprise. “The Poles would have treated you the same way. In Europe, you never take anything without giving a gift in return. If someone invites you to dinner, you bring them flowers or wine. If someone gives you a birthday present, you offer them coffee and cake. Because you are bringing the supplies in, the Berliners want to give you something back. Otherwise, they would feel humiliated.”
“That’s it! That’s just what it is!” J.B. exclaimed. It was a relief to have the mystery solved and he wondered why he hadn’t talked to his dad about this earlier. “I think the biggest thing I learned is that they weren’t all Nazis. … Most of the Germans — just like most Americans — didn’t care much about politics until it was too late. … It’s because of what the Nazis did that the Berliners don’t want to bow to Stalin. They know what a dictatorship is, and they’ve had enough. Helping them is the right thing to do. That’s why I’d rather be flying the Airlift than designing trucks for GM.”
His father nodded and asked the question J.B. dreaded, “And Patty? Where does Patty fit into all this?”
“I don’t know! She certainly doesn’t want to hear about Germany or Berlin or what I did there. She doesn’t care about any of it.” J.B. took a deep breath and admitted, “Sometimes, I get the feeling that she doesn’t care all that much about me, either. I’m just part of the furniture. I have the right looks to fit into her living room — yeah, maybe her bedroom too — but is that all I am? A body to put into her perfect home and bring home the bucks so she can live in style?”
“Don’t marry her, Jay.”
Despite his complaining, the answer shook J.B. “Hey, Dad! That’s pretty stiff medicine! She’s made wedding plans — a second time now! Her family has spent a fortune on a wedding gown, shoes, flowers, band, catering and all that—”
“No one asked them to,” the senior Baronowsky reminded his son. “That was their choice.”
“Yeah, I know, but she’s been patient while I was away. If I break up with her now, she’ll go to pieces!” It was a frightening scenario.
“Listen to me, Jay,” his father interrupted his thoughts. “It’s the rest of your life you’re talking about. If you aren’t crazy about her now, you ain’t gonna be crazy about her after she’s gained forty pounds and is spending your money like it was water.”
True, J.B. thought, but if he broke things off he’d trigger a tempest of recriminations.
His father hadn’t finished, “I know divorce is becoming fashionable in some circles, but the Church does not recognise it. In the eyes of God, once you give your vows to Patty and take her to your bed, you are bound to her and her alone — forsaking all others — until death takes one or the other of you. You may sin. A lot of men do. But you will never be free of her to find a woman who could make you happy. She will make you miserable, Jay — your whole life long.”
J.B. dropped his head in his hands again. Then he noticed the untouched vodka, picked up the glass and threw the alcohol down his gullet with one toss. Shaking his head, he addressed his dad, “If I break off with Patty, that snazzy job at GM goes up in smoke, too.”
“I thought you just told me you’d rather be flying the airlift than designing trucks?”
J.B. opened and closed his mouth, swallowed, and then pushed the shot glass across the table, “Can I have some more of that?”
His father got up, poured them both another shot of vodka and handed J.B. his glass. Still standing, he reminded his sitting son, “You never wanted that job, Jay. You wanted the job at the Michigan Aeronautical Research Centre.”
“Yeah, but that job’s long gone, Dad. They gave it to their next best candidate as soon as I turned them down.”
“So, you can go back on active duty with the USAF. I know!” His dad held up both hands as if in surrender. “They pay peanuts! Still, you could volunteer to go back on the Airlift.”
J.B. looked down at the table. Kathleen was coming at him out of the fog, and in the background, the kids were waving wildly in happiness.
“That’s what you want, isn’t it?” his father drummed the message home.
“Yeah,” J.B. admitted, looking up at him.
“Then don’t let something as inconsequential as a dumb blonde and her temper tantrum get in your way. You’ve got more important things to do with your life, Jay.”
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