Helena Schrader's Historical Fiction
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The sun had started to broaden and discolor as it sank
toward the horizon and a breeze had sprung up heralding the chill of evening,
when at last the walled city of Carcassonne came into view. It rose upon a low
but steep hill just beyond the Aude, and the walls and towers of the castle
rose even more imposingly above the stout walls of the city. Although they had
passed through many great cities ― Poitiers, Limoges, Cahors and Toulouse ― on
their journey south, the sight of Carcassonne made Hughes pull up.
After leaving Toulouse behind and entering the broad
valley of the Aude, he found things in this strange land unsettlingly familiar.
It was the milder air, he told himself, and the clear coloring of the sky. Or
maybe the chalky earth, the groves of olive trees and the barren Pyranees
lurking off to the the south. They all reminded him of home, of Palestine. But it was
also the road-side chapels and the churches of the towns, solidly built upon Romanesque
arches and decorated with fluid carvings of beasts and plants. Apparently the arrogant
and artificial pointed arches had not yet become popular here, and the churches
did not seem to strive to be taller, sharper and more extreme than their
neighbors. They too were like the churches in which he had learned to pray.
Ignoring Bert´s chatter, Hughes continued, crossing the
stone bridge below the town and started up the steep, winding road to the Aude
gate of the city. Up close, he confirmed the impression he had gained from
beyond the bridge. Pointing to the gate-house and the wall beyond, he told Bert
"Roman?" Bert asked astonished. "How do
Hughes shrugged. "I’ve seen it often enough before
― and you’ll note the towers are not really round ― the backs are flat.
Furthermore, they are set closer together than is common now-a-days since there
was no cross-bow when they were built. Look at the windows under the roof as
Bert looked attentively at all these features, marveling
that his lord was so well educated, but also wondering why he hadn’t noticed
the distinctiveness of the towers on his own. A shout from the battlements
demanded their names and business.
Hughes gave his name, but rather than being admitted
he was ordered to wait.
"Not very hospitable." Bert remarked, as
they sat on their tired horses in the gathering dusk.
Hughes shrugged, and studied first the walls and then
the steep slope back down to the river. Although the country seemed peaceful, the
walls were manned as if the garrison expected an attack. Looking to the
surrounding countryside, he noticed a scattering of houses along the banks of
the Aude to the south, a mill with a lazily turning wheel, and the charred
ruins of what once have been other cottages.
At last the door in the iron-studded gate was opened
and a knight ducked out. He was dressed in full armor, including mail leggings
gartered at the knee, and his coif had been pulled up. Over this he wore an
old-fashioned helm with nose-piece. He strode energetically toward Hughes.
"Sir Hughes de Hebron?"
"You were expected days ago." The knight
told him in a reproving tone. "The Viscount was beginning to wonder, if
you were going to show up at all."
Hughes was momentarily taken off guard by the
disapproving tone and unsettled at the thought there might have been some
misunderstanding. It would not bode well for his future, if he started off in
disfavor. "Why so? I was told to report by the feast of St. Sebastian ―
which is tomorrow."
"You were told to report no later than the feast of St. Sebastian. Everyone else arrived
earlier in the week."
As he was not yet over-due, Hughes found the tone of
rebuke misplaced, especially from a man of no apparent significance. The knight
before him was slight, short, and appeared at most a couple years older than he
was himself. Nothing about his practical armor, much less his plain, cotton
surcoat suggested that he was a man of importance. "May I ask who you are,
"My name is Pierre Amiel. I´m one of the
Viscount´s knights. The Viscount is in Narbonne.
You will not be able to meet him until tomorrow. Follow me." The knight
turned on heel and disappeared through the door, as if forgetting that Hughes
was mounted and accompanied by a squire and three remounts. A moment later,
however, the gate itself swung open and Hughes was allowed to ride in with
Pierre Amiel led them through a walled alley. A glance
upwards confirmed that a wall-walk ran along the crest of both walls and
soldiers with cross-bows sauntered along it, gazing down at the new-comers
curiously. In an attack, they would have been able to slaughter any enemy
unlucky enough to breach the gate and find himself in this passage. The alley
ended in a wall, doubled back upon itself, and now one wall was formed by the
city-walls proper. These too were manned. De Montfort was certainly taking no
chances ― and sparing no expense ― to defend Carcassonne, Hughes noted.
At last they passed between the two close-set towers
of the Aude gate into the city itself. Hughes and Bert were given no time to
gain an impression of Carcassonne, however, because their guide bustled forward
at an astonishing pace for a man on foot. He lead them through the castle
barbican, and then across the draw-bridge into the castle ward, answering the
challenges of the sentries imperiously.
The ward was spacious and rectangular. Along two sides,
wooden sheds were built against the wall providing the usual work-shops for farrier,
armorer, cooper, carpenter and the like. The stables stood just inside the
door, and a number of horses were tethered outside, while grooms and squires
tended them. The administrative tract stretched along the western wall and to
the right, the residential block was built around an inner courtyard.
There was no evidence of a keep, which surprised Hughes.
The castle’s builders had apparently placed so much faith in the efficacy of
the city’s defenses and outer walls that they had foregone the safe-guard of a
last refuge, preferring the luxury of well-lit, spacious apartments. The soldier
Hughes had become since he’d left his home-land disapproved of such self-indulgence,
but some half-forgotten part of him was charmed to think that people could feel
"You can sleep with me for tonight." Pierre
Amiel announced. "As I don’t know where else there is room. I’ll take you
up now, but I must get back to my post at once."
Hughes accepted Pierre Amiel’s offer with a polite
murmur of thanks. So far, Pierre Amiel´s officiousness had not greatly endeared
him to Hughes, but he was glad to have a place to bed down. He dismounted and
left Bert to see to the horses, slinging his saddle-bags over his shoulder as
he followed the impatient Pierre Amiel under the south wing and into the
cramped inner ward.
Here a covered gallery ran along two sides, reminding Hughes
of the gallery in his childhood castle at Hebron.
But a windowless, narrow tower straining high above the rest of the roofs cast
its shadow across the entire ward. It evidently came from another time, not so
old as the Roman walls, but far older than the bulk of the castle with its
batteries of double and triple-arched windows. This tower pointed sky-wards
like an admonishing finger, without so much as an arrow-slit. Hughes shivered
A monk in the
black robes of the Benedictines emerged from the shadows, his head lowered as
if in prayer and his hands tucked in his sleeves. "Father Guy!"
Pierre Amiel called to him sharply.
The Benedictine lifted his head as if startled and
looked about slightly bewildered. Then sighting the two knights crossing the
courtyard, he approached them.
"This is Sir Hughes de Hebron, just arrived to
join us. Can you show him up to my chamber so I can return on duty?"
Pierre Amiel ordered more than asked. The Benedictine smiled gently, and nodded
to Hughes while Pierre Amiel hurried away.
"He doesn’t mean to be rude." Hughes heard
the monk say, as if reading his thoughts as he gazed after Pierre Amiel.
"He is simply afraid of being caught away from his post."
Hughes looked back at the monk. The Benedictine was no
longer a young man, perhaps in his forties, with sharp, pointed features and
wispy, brown hair. Although he watched Hughes intently, his expression was benign.
"Afraid?" Hughes asked skeptically.
"A poor choice of words, perhaps, for a knight.
But the Viscount is a strict disciplinarian, as you will discover, and his
captains are even more extreme in their efforts to please him."
Hughes registered this intelligence with mixed
feelings. He approved of discipline, but he disliked excessive competition for
a commander’s favor. As squire to the king, he had observed with increasing
distaste the extremes to which some youths went to gain approval. He asked the
monk, "Have you been with de Montfort long, Father?"
"Roughly a year. I am Guy des Vaux." He
paused as if he expected the name to mean something, but Hughes could not
remember having heard it before.
"You were with him throughout the campaign last
year then." Hughes concluded.
The monk bowed his head in agreement. "I serve as
confessor to the Viscount and his knights." With a gesture of his hand he
indicated the direction they should take, and started to escort Hughes to Pierre
As Hughes fell in beside him, he found himself
wondering if this mild man was the cleric who had reputedly urged the crusaders
to slaughter the over one thousand men, women and children, who had taken
refuge in the Church of Mary Magdelen at Beziers. It was an act that had appalled and
scandalized half of Christendom, although it had been explicitly praised by the
Pope as an example of ‘genuine’ crusading zeal. With the words, "Kill them
all, God will recognize his own," the Papal legate had sent the
blood-thirsty soldiers into the Church and not even the priests, holding the
Host, were spared. But as he remembered the story, Hughes also remembered that
the Papal Legate was a Cistercian Abbot not a mere Benedictine monk.
"You must know the Papal Legate...." The
name would not come to him.
"Abbot Arnaud-Amaury. Yes. Of course." The
Benedictine´s tone was very neutral, too neutral. They had reached the corner
of the inner ward where the eastern and southern wings joined. The monk led the way up a tight, spiral stair-case, and
Hughes followed until they emerged on the top floor. Here the monk paused as if
to catch his breath, looking over the ramparts to the last strip of orange on
the western horizon. Below them the valley of the Aude was cast in gathering
shadow and only small, dim lights indicated where cooking fires burned in the
cottages. "Arnaud Amaury is a brilliant man, as you will see. And there is
no one, not even de Montfort´s favorite captains de Thury and de Roucy, who
have more influence upon him. If not for Arnaud-Amaury, Simon de Montfort would
never have been named Viscount of Béziers and Carcassonne."
"I thought the other noblemen refused the titles,
seeing that Raymond-Roger Trencavel is still alive and has a male heir?"
"That is true, but His Holiness might have been persuaded
to forgive Raymond-Roger or name his infant son to his titles had not
Arnaud-Amaury argued so eloquently for the appointment of de Montfort.
Arnaud-Amaury is indispensable to de Montfort´s success here ― as indispensable
as the force of arms."
Hughes noted what was being said, but it did not
escape him that Guy des Vaux’s tone was studiously dispassionate. He pressed
the point. "You were at Béziers, Father?"
The monk flinched and crossed himself. "Yes. I
was at Béziers...." Abruptly he turned away from the sunset and looked at Hughes
with deep, haunted eyes. "I know that you knights see it differently ―
military necessity and all that. But it was my first siege." With an apologetic
smile he added. "Before the crusade last year, I taught at the University
Hughes was impressed. His father had always admired
scholars greatly, and until his lands had been lost to Saladin, he had
patronized men of learning. They had often been guests at the high table in
Hebron ― astrologers and alchemists, physicians and mathematicians. No gift
had pleased his father more than a new book, and Hughes could still remember
the beautiful library with frescoed walls that they had had in their castle at
Hebron ― before they had lost everything to Saladin’s marauding army.
"What faculty?" Hughes asked, although Guy
de Vaux had already turned to lead him along the wall-walk. The monk looked at
the new-comer in open astonishment. No knight had ever shown the slightest
interest in his scholarly activities before.
"Theology," he admitted, "’though I
studied a little medicine as well."
"And you traded the University of Montpellier
for a war against heretics?" Hughes found himself asking with such open
incredulity that it sounded almost like criticism.
The monk stopped again, and his eyes studied Hughes
hard. "You too have left something more pleasant and congenial for a war
against heretics, and you risk life and limb, as I do not."
"I also took no vow of poverty and expect to
profit from this war." Hughes told him bluntly.
"I took a vow of obedience as well as
poverty." The Benedictine reminded him with a wan smile. "My
superiors decide my fate. I was sent me here so I could write a chronicle of
Hughes was suitably subdued. A man whose skills at
writing were so great that he would be entrusted with such a task deserved
respect in any circumstances, but Guy’s admission that he was here against his
will made Hughes ashamed of his own mercenary objectives.
Meanwhile, Guy had led to the next tower and entered a
chamber. The room was spartanly furnished with a large bed, a lone wooden chest
and a three legged stool.
"If you want a bath, there are public baths just
outside of the citadel, in the rue St. Sernin." Father Guy informed him.
"Curfew is at compline and no one is admitted into the Citadel after that ―
except de Montfort himself, of course."
Hughes nodded, dropping his saddle bags onto the
chest. He could collect Bert from the stables and they could bathe and then
settle in long before compline. "Can you tell me where we might find
something to eat?" He asked.
"Supper is set up in the hall from vespers to
compline. I would be happy to show you the way, if you like."
"Thank you, but I must collect my squire first. I
left him at the stables with the horses. I’ll manage."
"Yes, I suspect you will. May I ask a
"Pierre Amiel introduced you as Hughes de Hebron;
is that Hebron in the Holy Land?"
"How did you come by such a title?"
"I was born there." The answer was delivered
sharply, almost impolitely, and the monk winced inwardly.
"I didn’t mean to pry, I simply thought....I
always wanted to go on pilgrimage to the Holy Land.
I wanted to go with the king when he went on Crusade, but my superiors thought
otherwise....Were you ever ― have you actually prayed at the Holy
"Yes. As a boy. I did me little good."
The monk flashed him a quick, almost impish smile.
"Are you so sure?" Then, still smiling, he was gone.
Hughes was left standing in the strange chamber with a
sense of confusion. Then he shrugged and started to rummage about in his
saddle-bag, looking for his bathing kit.
Returning from the baths, Hughes ran into Pierre
Amiel. "I’ve been looking all over for you!" The knight greeted him,
but his tone was markedly different from earlier. Now he sounded solicitous as
he continued: "Have you had something to eat? I’ll take you to the hall
and introduce you around. I see you found the baths. There are a number of
excellent taverns in town as well, which I can recommend, or we could go over
together?" Pierre Amiel seemed so intent on making up for his earlier
unfriendliness, that Hughes accepted the olive-branch, smiled and accepted,
adding with a glance at Bert, "but first something to eat."
Together they made their way up to the first-floor
hall. The dias was empty, the table covered only with a heavy, felt cloth and
otherwise bare. Along the far wall, trestle tables had been set up and platters
with bread, cheese, smoked eel, salted herring and cod were laid out. Behind
the table, squires carved and poured wine for the men-at-arms, who milled about
or sat astride the benches that they had dragged out. Hounds mixed freely among
the men, looking hopefully for hand-outs or snatching what they could from the
Near the screens, some men were entertaining
themselves by tossing tid-bits into the air and seeing which of the dogs jumped
highest and surest or enjoying the ensuing fights. Whenever the dogs became too
aggressive, they were kicked soundly away.
Nearer the high-table, where the knights clustered,
the tone was only slightly more decorous. From the flush on men’s faces and the
volume of laughter, the wine had been flowing freely for some time already. At
the centre of attention here were two men, seated on the step to the dias. Pierre identified them as
Alan de Roucy and Lambert de Thury.
Sir Lambert was a tall, lanky knight with curly black
hair and a stubby, bulbous nose. He was flashily dressed in bronze-gilded mail
and a sword belt that sagged under the weight of the jewels. Sir Alain was a
short, bow-legged man with golden-blond hair and a bushy moustache. He wore a jeweled
collar over his silk surcoat and rings flashed on every finger.
The names meant nothing to Hughes, who remarked,
"and who are they? I’ve never heard of them."
Pierre looked at him somewhat askance. "Lambert de
Thury took Trencavel captive, and Roucy commanded the forces that took
Mirepoix. De Montfort has made them his principal lieutenants."
Hughes nodded. So these were de Montfort’s most trusted
captains. Thury looked much younger than he was himself and Roucy only slightly
older. Hughes wondered why he had never heard of them before. "And where
were they before they joined de Montfort?"
"They’ve both been with him since the 4th
Crusade, where they first attracted his attention for their daring."
Hughes kept his opinion to himself. Undoubtedly a man
could be daring even in a bad cause, but he still found it hard to respect a
knight who had aided in the down-fall of the Byzantine Empire and thereby
exposed the Christian Kingdom of Jerusalem to even greater danger. "And
how long have you been with de Montfort?" He asked Pierre.
"Three years now." Pierre was evidently proud of this fact, but
it surprised Hughes. He had assumed that Pierre
was another new-comer, whose earlier officiousness had been inspired by a
misplaced desire to make a good first impression on his new lord. He studied
the knight beside him again, looking for the rough self-assurance Thury and Roucy
exuded. They, Hughes noted, looked the part of ruthless adventurers; Pierre did
"You were with him throughout the campaign last
year?" He asked to confirm the improbable.
"Yes, from the very start." Pierre still sounded proud. He was evidently
plagued by none of Guy de Vaux´s ambivalence regarding the massacre at Béziers.
They moved to the table and elbowed their way through
the others to get their share. Bert excused himself to join the other squires,
having already formed new friendships, while tending to the horses. Pierre pointed out a
hefty man with ample girth. "That is Sir Charles de Neauphle, he is also a
new-comer. He brought a dozen lances with him, if I remember correctly."
Hughes looked with a touch of envy toward the
jovial-looking man, who could afford the luxury of hiring so many fighting men.
It would give him a great advantage in gaining recognition to have so many
knights under his banner to start with.
"And that tall young knight, Norbert de
Mauvoisin, is like you a knight-bachelor recruited by Lady de Montfort." Hughes
was not flattered by the comparison because this Norbert looked like a youth of
maybe 18 or 19.
"Shall I get you some wine?" Pierre offered helpfully.
They sat together on a side bench, and Pierre willingly answered
Hughes’s questions about de Montfort, his captains and the past campaign. In
contrast to the Benedictine, there could be no question of Pierre’s unqualified
admiration for their commander. Indignantly, he told how the senior noblemen
refused to recognize de Montfort´s "genius" out of sheer jealousy, and
“because they don’t like de Montfort’s style. As you’ll see tomorrow, he’s not
one for pussy-footing around. He’s more likely to use the language of a brothel
than the court. But that’s one of the reasons he can get the most out of our
soldiers. Wait ‘till you see him in action!"
Hughes had to admit to himself that his curiosity
about de Montfort was mounting. It occurred to him that he had served a king
whose political acumen was unmatched, but King Philip was not known as a born
battle captain. On the contrary, he relied on the services of men more
competent than himself, precisely because he was self-critical enough to know
what he could not do. If King Philip and Simon de Montfort were as different in
temperament and style as it sounded, however, Hughes wondered if he would find
favor with the man he had sworn to serve.
Copyright © 2013 by Helena P. Schrader
The bells were
clanging for prime from over two dozen churches as Hugh de Hebron and his
squire, Bert, left the precincts of the Abbey, where they had spent the night.
The sky, grey and heavy with snow, was barely lightening, and the streets
shimmered under a film of frost. The horses skidded on the cobbles, snorting
and throwing up their heads in alarm. Their breath billowed back into the cold
and dark like steam.
Bert, who was
still half asleep, nearly lost his seat as his gelding's hind legs slipped underneath
him. He woke up with a cascade of alarmed and profane cursing. Hugh laughed
shortly, and then suggested they both dismount and lead their shod horses over
the treacherous cobbles.
it make more sense to attend Mass and then join the brothers in breaking fast
in the refectory, my lord?" The youth asked hopefully. He was short and
chubby, with a cherubic round face under a woollen hat. His black hair fell
into his eyes as he blew onto his mittened hands before adding, "By then
the sun will have risen and this glaze of ice will have melted."
Hugh shook his
head. "I want to reach Betz tonight, and God knows what state the roads
are in." They had left Paris
more than a week earlier, but sleet and rain had hampered travel all the way.
your lady wife urge you never to travel on an empty stomach, my lord? I could
swear I remember hearing her reminding you to eat a healthy breakfast while travelling.
It was very nearly the last thing she said when we set out." Bert's round,
clean-shaven face looked earnest, but his black eyes glittered with mischief as
and tried not to smile. The boy's cheek never ceased to surprise him, but he
didn't mind it. He remembered all too well the rigours of squiredom, and
sometimes wondered why he had not had the self-confidence to risk such impertinence.
But then he had served a King, not an impoverished knight and uncle by
wife says that I turn into a ravenous and dangerous beast when I get hungry.
For fear that I might offend great and powerful personages, she encourages me
to eat regularly. Fortunately, today you are the only person who might suffer
from my unbridled temper, so there is no particular risk to becoming hungry, is
there is!" Bert replied in a piping voice, widening his black eyes in a
good imitation of terror.
Hugh laughed at
him, and then without even halting reached into his saddle bag and tossed the
youth the remnants of a loaf of bread. "That should keep even a
butter-ball like you for an hour or two."
Bert bit into
the bread gratefully, mumbling thanks with his mouth full, before adding
defensively. "My mother says I am a good feeder, that's all. I store more
food than I burn up."
Hugh shook his
head at the manners and sauciness of youth. "Didn't your mother ever tell
you not to talk with your mouth full and not to contradict your elders?"
you mention it, I think she did say something like that once." Bert
admitted, scratching his head.
Hugh shook his
head again, but he couldn't be angry with the 16 year old. Not today. Today he
would surely make it "home." The word came a little awkwardly. In his
heart, "home" was still the sun-baked hills of Palestine with their terraced vineyards and
blooming orchards where he had been born and raised. But he tried not to think
of them, knowing that he would never see them again. He thought instead of his
wife Emilie, who made Betz the only place in
that he could call home. It was Emilie, not the run-down castle with its shabby
barns that she had brought him as a dowry that drew him through the sleet and
He had never
dreamed - not even in his romantic phase - that a woman could mean so much to
him or give him so much comfort. In retrospect, he knew that the disappointment
he had often felt after a romantic adventure had been precisely the absence of
the security and familiarity that he enjoyed with Emilie. But Emilie had become
the one person in the world with whom he could speak openly. He could talk with
her about the most insignificant banalities or about the inchoate dreams and
fears that lurked in the depths of his soul. They gossiped about their neighbours,
and they discussed affairs of state no less readily and intently. Together they
reflected upon theology or racked their brains for ways to increase their
Hugh sighed. The
state of their finances was more perilous than it had ever been. For three
years, they had struggled to get ahead, living frugally but investing carefully
― in a stone bridge, a new roof for the barn, a better mill-wheel. But this
year the spring rains never stopped. The crops had rotted in the fields, never
ripening enough to harvest. The memory of the sodden fields made him shiver.
virtually no reserves of their own, and Hugh knew that in the poorer cottages
of their peasants many old people and infants would be allowed to die this
winter. There was nothing he could do to stop it, and that shamed him. His
father had never let any beggar, much less one of his own tenants, go hungry.
The hospitality of the Lords of Hebron had been a by-word in Judea,
and now Hugh dreaded the sight of a begging friar and could not keep his own
peasants from starvation.
No, he told
himself for the thousandth time since setting out for Montfort L'Amaury, he had
no choice. Rather, he should thank God on his knees (as indeed he repeatedly
had) for this propitious opportunity. Here, when he needed money so
desperately, the Viscount of Beziers and Narbonne was desperately
in need of knights.
against the Albigensian heresy of the previous year had ended with the
campaign-season. Virtually all the participants, their vassals and mercenaries
had returned to their estates. When the crusade was initiated two years
earlier, Hugh had been incensed to learn that Pope Leo had offered the same
absolution and heavenly rewards for a campaign against heretics in southern
France, which were otherwise reserved for real crusades. Why should any man in
his right mind mortgage his estates and risk his life in a long journey to the
Holy Land, if he was granted the same remission of debts and absolution for his
sins for a short jaunt down to Narbonne?
This last “crusade,” like the one before that had
ended by destroying the power Christian Empire of Byzantium, was a dreadful corruption of the
concept of Crusade. And, for the son of a baron in Christian Palestine, both the
Fourth Crusade and the Albigensian Crusade were particularly objectionable
because they had both diverted resources and attention from the urgent need to recapture
Jerusalem ― and the other lost territories of Christian Palestine. Because of
these feelings, Hugh had been intensely relieved that King Philip, his liege,
had refused to participate in either “crusade.” He had been legally entitled to
refuse to take part in the "crusade" against the Albigensians.
Now the situation was different. The most successful
of the commanders of the Albigensian crusade, Simon de Montfort, was taking
knights into his service at good wages. Simon de Montfort had been named
Viscount of Beziers and Carcassonne, because the hereditary lord, Raymond
Roger Trencavel, had defiantly and flagrantly harboured heretics. Indeed, he
had invited them into his territories. Trencavel had been excommunicated, and,
after his capture at Carcassonne,
his lands had been forfeited. The new Viscount of Beziers and Caracassone thus held a vast
territory of immense wealth populated by heretics and outraged vassals, who
remained loyal to Trencavel.
Reputedly, de Montfort was holed up in the mighty city
for the winter, but he would not be able to hold on to his new lands unless he
could recruit sufficient fighting men to subdue the rebellious and irreverent
population when the spring came. In consequence, de Montfort was promising his
followers not just their daily wages, but the castles and towns they captured
from the rebels. It was a tactic that ensured not only recruits, but stability
in the long run. The men rewarded for their service with fiefs, would remain
loyal to their parvenu liege in the years to come, bound together by all being
usurpers in the name of God, among a local population of disbelievers and
Hugh knew what
that meant because the Christian lords of Palestine
also ruled over a population that was predominantly Muslim and latently
disloyal. He knew that it was a precarious kind of lordship compared to the
ancient tradition of Emilie's family at Betz. But the County
of Toulouse stretched from the Dordogne
to the Mediterranean, and the lands that de
Montfort sought to control had to be as fertile and warm as his lost homeland.
The thought of
them made Hugh shiver in the grim, grey dawn at Tours. He looked about at the shops cowering
in the shadows of the pre-dawn, still shuttered against the wind and cold and
damp and shimmering with frost. The very stone here was grey and the roofs of
other well cloaked figures moving in the shadows. A beggar bundled in ragged,
soiled blankets and smelling of his own urine held out a hand for alms. Just
beyond him a baker's apprentice was preparing to open the bakery, and two
servants waited impatiently stomping their wooden clogs and gossiping in an
Bert sniffed loudly as he caught the whiff of
fresh-baked bread on the air. Hugh ignored the hint although his own stomach
was rumbling. This was a good part of town and he was sure the bread would be
less expensive closer to the gate.
later, as they reached the edge of town, Bert
was looking more cold and miserable than ever, and Hugh took pity on him.
"Come on, lad. We'll go buy a hot breakfast in the next tavern."
Bert at once
brightened up, standing up straighter. "God's truth, sir?"
Hugh nodded in
the direction of a semi-respectable looking inn. "See to the horses, I'll
order you hot pasties."
sir!" Bert grinned and hastened to get the horses put into the tavern
stables. By the time he rejoined his lord at a large, oaken table near the
fire-place, Hugh was already slicing hot bread with his knife and a jug of hot,
spiced wine was on the table for them. "The pasties will take a minute or
two." Hughes told his squire, shoving a piece of bread in his direction.
Bert started cheerfully, "do you think you could let me go home for
Christmas before we head for Carcassonne?
I know my mother would--"
Hughes started slightly.
"What do you mean ‘we’?"
Bert looked at
him blankly for a moment before he understood the question. "Well, you
can't mean to go down to Narbonne
alone? You need me." Bert pointed out with a mixture of bafflement and
outright. "I need you as much as I need another hole in my head." Bert
was, despite his impertinence, a cheerful, attentive and hard-working youth.
Hughes, who had had a variety of squires in the last 10 years, knew that Bert
was by no means the worst. But he was not only his wife's sister's son, he was
a youth who had never left his native Tourainne until this trip to Montfort
L'Armaury via Paris
- and he had never been near a battle.
mean to go without a squire!" Bert insisted. "You'll have a remount
and all your equipment--"
Hughes held up
his hand to silence the youth. "I will indeed hire someone to attend me,
but I need someone with experience."
with you two years!" Bert pointed out in disbelief. "Who else knows
how to get that damn stallion of yours --" In his excitement, Bert was
talking at the top of his voice, and Hughes signalled for him to quiet down.
Pitching his own
voice very low, Hughes spoke calmly but with emphasis. "I'm talking about
Bert looked at
him in stunned disbelief, and then he resumed his energetic defence. "But
how can I ever learn about war, if you won't take me with you? Everyone has to
He had not expected Bert to have his heart set on coming with him. He tried to
think back to when he had been 16, but the comparison brought little. He'd been
raised in war-torn Palestine.
While serving King Philip, even when aged 14 and 15 and not yet allowed to
participate in battles, he'd tended wounded knights and helped collect and bury
the dead. He'd been entangled in his first skirmish at 16 when some of the
Lionheart's knights had ambushed his party on the road to Limosin. He'd killed
his first man less than three months later, and had been badly wounded before
he reached his 18th birthday. What did that past have to do with Albert's
Albert was the
son of Emilie's sister Isabelle. Unfortunately for him, his father had no less
than three sons by earlier marriages, and he did not stand to inherit anything.
When his father died, his eldest half-brother sent him to Frontgombault to
become a monk, but Bert had run away from there three different times. On the
last occasion, he had made his way to Emilie and Hughes to beg for their help.
Hughes had agreed to take Bert into his household and Bert´s half-brother had
agreed, pointedly washing his hands of any responsibility for him.
a son of his own, had not been reluctant to "adopt" the youth. Part
of him even considered naming Bert his
heir when the time came. Emilie was now 38 and in three and a half years of
marriage she had remained barren. It was improbable that he would have an heir,
and since Betz came through his wife it was only fair that the estate revert to
one of her relatives. Bert, of course, had been told none of this, though he
might secretly hope for it. These unspoken plans as much as Bert’s inexperience
made Hugh reluctant to take him down to Carcassonne.
think I'm any good with weapons, is that it?" Bert asked in a voice that
revealed how deeply hurt he was.
bad." Hughes tried to explain. "You're no worse than most boys your
age. Maybe even better than I was." This was a conscious lie. Hugh had
been drilled by some of the best knights in Christendom. He had even
participated in one tournament against the Lionheart and William Marshall, even
if he had personally been too insignificant to cross swords with such legends.
Bert prompted insistently, his chin up and his jaw set defiantly.
again. "But you've never even been in a tournament. You've fought no one
"Is that my
fault?" Bert wanted to know. "Please, sir, give me a chance! You'll
never get anyone else so cheap, and if I'm no good you can send me home."
no good, you'll be dead. How can I take that chance knowing what you mean to
your mother and my lady wife? They would never forgive me."
they would. They'd know it was my fault. Please, Uncle Hughes, I'm 16! If I
don't get a chance to prove myself soon, it'll be too late."
relieved that the steaming, mushroom pasties arrived at this moment, distracting
Bert. As the youth bit hungrily into one, mushrooms and juice spilling down the
side of his mouth, Hughes ended the discussion with an intentionally ambiguous.
"Go home for Christmas, and then we'll see."
At Betz, dusk
came mid-afternoon behind an iron-grey sky heavy with sleet. The gate-keeper,
who didn't think any respectable person should be abroad after dark in such
weather, raised the drawbridge and bolted the gate before settling himself
before his smoking fire with his cat in his lap.
In the great-hall, the dinner had been cleared away,
and the household gathered around the central hearth with various hand-tasks.
The grooms had brought dirty tack in from the stable and were soaping it down
over a bucket. The kitchens boys under the supervision of the cook were busy
dipping candles in a huge vat suspended from a wooden frame set up especially
for this purpose. The cooper was sitting astride a bench and deftly producing
kitchen utensils from selected wood, while his wife, the laundress, darned worn
table-clothes and sheets. Lady Emilie´s maid, Babette, was weaving and the
regular thumping of the weft being pressed firm provided a steady counterpoint
to the murmur of conversation
At the high
table, the young priest, who also served as the household clerk, sat hunched
over a wax tablet, tallying up the figures on the parchment rolls beside him.
He was very near-sighted and in the dim light his nose seemed almost to touch
the tablet as he worked. Emilie, seeing this, rose and fetched the candelabra
from the far end of the table. She set it down before him, and lit the
half-burned candles from her own. "You mustn't strain your eyes." She
told the clerk gently.
He looked up
with a start and flushed slightly. "Thank you, my lady, but I can manage.
No need to waste candles."
produced their own candles for the most part with their own wax, they remained a
luxury, especially in the eyes of Father Francois. Francois had been born a
serf. He still could not get over his good-fortune in being allowed to attend
the abbey school, and then being allowed to take holy orders. He knew that his
talents were limited in comparison to many of his companions at the abbey, and
he had often struggled at lessons that the others seemed to find simple. To
this day, his Latin remained rudimentary, and he could conduct the Mass only by
rote. He was awed and grateful to have been recommended by the abbot for the
position of chaplain and clerk to the Lord and Lady of Betz. The salary of a
Louis per year seemed princely.
ambitions ended with pleasing his new employers, and securing for a lifetime
the luxury and security that this position offered him, but he was far from
confident about his chances. The discovery that his new lord had been born and
raised in the Holy Land intimidated him, and ― never having had any contact with
women of class ― the proximity to Lady Emilie always made him nervous.
Even now he flushed
and felt confused as she leaned over to light the candles. He could smell the
cleanliness of her skin and clothes. At the abbey they had only been allowed to
bathe if they were ill, and he could not remember his parents ever bathing. But
he knew that even in the winter, Babette carried water to Lady Emilie every
morning and sponged her down. Her wimple of ivory-coloured wool seemed as clean
and fresh as if it were being worn for the first time, and there were neither
sweat-stains nor grease spots on her red surcoat. Even the cream-coloured
sleeves of her gown where they emerged from the wide-sleeves of her surcoat
were barely greyed at the elbows and wrists.
herself upon her stool before an embroidery frame and took up her needle again.
She was working on her Christmas present for Hugh, a yellow linen trapper for
his stallion studded with his and her coat of arms. She was a little uncertain
if he would be pleased. The yellow linen would dirty easily and he might prefer
the arms of Hebron
alone. But she wanted him to have something that was both practical and
impressive, if he were to take service with Simon de Montfort. Indeed, she
would have liked to buy him silk for the trapper, but she had not been able to
afford it. To compensate for the inadequacy of the material, she had decided
upon more colourful needlework. She had even gone to the expense of buying
silver thread to do the crosses in his arms. The results, she thought, were not
displeasing to the eye. If only she could be sure he would be happy to wear her
arms as well as his….
The sound of
sleet against the shutters of the windows was accompanied by a sudden gust of
wind that sent the smoke back down the louve in the ceiling and swept through
the hall. Emilie shivered and glanced toward the blinded windows. There was no
hope now that Hughes would return tonight, so she must face another night
alone. Since their marriage, this was the longest Hughes had ever been away
from her -- nearly three weeks today. But in weather like this, she knew that
travel was slow and miserable. She hoped that Hughes was somewhere dry and
warm. She hated to think of him out on the roads on a night like this, and then
reminded herself that if Simon de Montfort had accepted him, he would soon be
facing worse things than inclement weather….
depressed her and she sighed. Hughes was an experienced knight, she reminded
herself, and he was not going to war. Rather he would be establishing order
and subduing isolated pockets of insurrection. There would surely be no pitched
battles or hazardous assaults against powerful cities or castles since the
major cities were already in the hands of de Montfort. But she could not forget
how obscure the siege had been in which the Lionheart had been mortally wounded.
There were risks in warfare, no matter how low-scale, and for the thousandth
time she wished she could think of some other way for them to get out of their
financial difficulties. Hughes and she had discussed selling off the mill or
taking a loan from the Constable at Loches or any number of other schemes, but
it all came down to the same thing: they would never be able to repay a loan
and if they sold the mill off, they would have less revenue in the future. The
only solution that would not leave them poorer in the long run was for Hughes
to take service again with a powerful lord. The King was not in need at
present, and de Montfort was. They really didn't have any choice.
But what would
life be worth without Hughes? These last weeks while he was away, she had lain
in the chill of their great bed sleepless from sheer loneliness. And if these
past weeks had seemed long and empty without Hughes’ restless activity, his
irritable fussing and easy laughter, what would it be like if he were gone the
better part of a year? What if he never returned?
herself to remember her life in the interval between her father's death and
Hughes arrival. She knew that she had not been unhappy. But she had never known
anything better. She had not known the comfort of a companion before. Not even
her father had shared his thoughts with her, nor had he had any interest in
what went on in her head. Her father had lived more and more in his memories, progressively
excluding her from his world.
Emilie’s hand slipped surreptitiously to her
belly. It was flat and still, but the midwife said she was carrying a child.
Emilie did not dare believe it yet. Not at her age. Not after more than three
years of barrenness. But what if it were true?
of her sisters. Adelaide
had died in childbed at the age of 45 two years ago. Caroline was nearly
toothless and half-crippled from bringing more than 14 children into the world,
most of whom had died in infancy or childhood. Isabelle had fared best; her
husband had been so much older that she had borne him only two children in
seven years before he became completely impotent. She still had her health
though she had lost her figure and was nearly as broad now as she was tall.
with a chill and shudder of guilt that she did not want a child. Hugh had
reconciled himself early and with ease to the notion of being without a son. He
had even hinted he would name her nephew, Bert, his heir and seemed content
with the thought. As long as he was content, what could she gain by going
through pregnancy and child birth? Everyone knew that it was especially
dangerous to have a first child so late in life. The children born to older
women were often deformed or demented. Even more were born dead. It was not
natural for a woman her age to conceive for the first time. It was frightening.
She shivered again, and hastily crossed herself. It was God's Will, she
reminded herself, with a guilty glance at the priest still struggling with the
hunting dogs, who had been sleeping with their heads on their paws at Emilie's
feet, suddenly lifted their heads. The black gave a wuff and the tan was
already scrambling to his feet. Their ears strained for a moment, and then simultaneously
they bounded down from the dias and trotted the length of the hall to plunge
through the screens. There they set up a
wild barking. Emilie watched them with a cocked head, trying to hear what they
had heard, but by now the dogs were making too much noise to hear anything
Emilie replaced her needle, and stood up. Just as she stepped
off the dias, the outside door beyond the screens crashed open. There was a
frenzied increase in the barking and a rush of wind swept up the hall, stirring
the rushes. Emilie heard Bert’s familiar voice telling the two dogs to shut up
and then shouting for the grooms. "Are you all deaf? My lord and I
The grooms sprang
up and hastened out, while the other servants looked toward the door. Emilie eagerly
stretched her strides, but she was only halfway down the hall when Hughes
stomped in, glistening with wet and red with cold. His blond hair and clipped,
full beard were so wet they looked black against his face, and drops of water
glistened in the light of the fire. He moved with the awkward stiffness of a
man who has spent too many hours in the saddle. His eyes swept the dias before
he realized that Emilie was almost upon him, and his face broke out into a
When the bath
was ready, Emilie sent both Babette and Bert away and prepared to attend Hughes
herself. With Bert’s help, Hughes had already removed his muddy boots and wet
leather hose, had stripped off his hauberk, damp aceton and shirt to sit in his
braies on a stool by the fire, trying to warm up. His skin was still red with
cold, and he held his silver goblet with both hands as much to keep it from
slipping from his numb fingers as to warm his palms.
As the water
steamed up from the tub, he watched contently as Emilie removed her fur-lined
surcoat and then unbuttoned her sleeves so she could roll them up.
intend to wear your wimple, do you?" He asked as she tested the water temperature.
not?" She inquired with apparent calm.
Hughes made an
inarticulate reply, and Emilie felt her blood quicken. Once, not long after
they were first married, he had taken hold of her braid as she bathed him and
pulled her into the bath. At first she had been shocked and even a little
frightened, but it had ended in the most exciting love-making she had ever
known. Now and again, unexpectedly, Hugh repeated the manoeuvre, and Emilie had
never been disappointed. It pleased her intensely that despite his exhausting
ride in miserable weather, he could still think of seduction tonight.
She unwound the
wimple and laid it on top of her robe. Then on second thought, she pulled off
her gown and stockings as well. Hugh was watching her every motion like a
well-fed cat, sipping carefully at his wine.
lord." Emilie waited beyond the bath, her face slightly flushed.
"Will you not test the water yourself?"
set the wine aside, and releasing the cord at his waist, let his braies drop to
the floor. He stepped into the tub, yelping at the heat of the water, but then sank
lower and lower into it with a sigh. Emilie took the waiting soap, and started
to slowly wash his nearest hand and arm. "So tell me about Lady de
Montfort, she's a Montmorency, isn't she?"
believe so. She is a short, slight, very energetic woman with a brittle kind of
charm. The Archbishop of Rouen happened to be visiting when we arrived, and
shortly afterward the Lord of Beaujeu stopped by on his way to Paris. She dazzled with the extravagance of
her table and glittered in an abundance of jewels. Most impressive was her
ability to entertain her guests with her wit. I was seated too far away to hear
what she said, but she kept the high-table in good humour for hours on end
met with me, however, she was absolutely sexless. She asked the same questions
that I would have expected from her husband, and dictated the indenture with
precision and fluency."
are the terms?" Emilie asked moving around the tub to wash Hugh' other
mark a week for as long as I serve, plus the replacement of lost or damaged
equipment and lamed or killed horses."
did you sign for?" Emilie did not dare meet his eyes.
I want to see how things go."
Emilie felt her
chest tighten in horror. Indefinitely! That meant she could not ever know how
long she had to wait, could not go to bed each night knowing it was one day
less 'till he returned. She was at the mercy of Hughes' whim and the fortunes
matter, my lady love?"
She shook her head, avoiding his eyes, and directed her attention to his dirty
feet. "Is that a good wage? A silver mark a week?" It seemed precious
little for risking life and limb.
"It is less
than the king pays." Hughes admitted. "The profit in this campaign is
in the lands and titles de Montfort is entitled to grant for good service. If I
can gain a second fief, a prosperous one in the south, we can use the surplus
revenue to do what needs to be done here." Hughes dreamed of another fief
for the sake of regaining a prosperity he remembered from his childhood, but
he knew that Emilie loved Betz.
They had discussed all this before. She knew it made sense, but what if the
real reason Hughes was determined to join de Montfort was to gain a second home
away from here, away from her? Emilie never forgot that she was eight years
older than Hughes and no particular beauty. Hughes had married her for her
go well, we might be able to spend next Christmas at a new castle. The weather must be milder near Narbonne!"
Emilie smiled up
at him. He had said "we."
to accompany me. Do you think I should let him?"
Emilie tried to concentrate on the question despite an overwhelming desire to
kiss her husband. "But who else would you take?"
think his mother will object?" Hughes sounded sceptical.
will be pleased to think he might meet important knights and lords. You know
how much pleasure she takes in having seen so-and-so or talked to someone who
knew someone etc. etc." Hughes had to laugh. He knew no one else who could
preen herself so long and so loudly on the most insignificant connections to
the more exalted. No doubt Emilie was right, and he could already hear his
sister-in-law gossiping: "My son, you know the one with the Viscount of Beziers…." She would
never mention that Bert was only squire to one of de Montfort's knights.
Oh well, she did
no one any harm with her pretensions, and apparently she had no more appreciation
of the dangers than Bert did himself. Hughes opened his mouth to remark on this
to Emilie, and then thought better of it. Why should he stress the dangers? It
would only unsettle his wife.
Emilie interrupted his thoughts. She had seated
herself on the floor beside the tub and grasped his hand. "Hughes? There’s
something I have to tell you…."
it?" He asked instantly alarmed by her tone of voice. She was looking very
He went rigid.
Her tone was so frightened and uncertain that his first thought was that she
had been unfaithful to him. His thoughts were racing ahead, searching for the
most likely candidate. Surely not the half-blind, new priest?
"I - I
didn't feel well, while you were away, and – and last week I went to see
He frowned unable to place the name.
the woman in Loches who ― who attended all my sisters."
breathing. "You mean the mid-wife?"
still not looking at him.
He was starting
to understand, but he couldn’t believe what she was implying, not after so many
barren years. "Emilie?"
"She says there
isn't any doubt."
with child?" He still couldn't believe it, and when she nodded, he sloshed
water everywhere in his exuberant effort to pull her into his arms and cover
her face with kisses.
She laughed a
little, but she also held him away from her.
"Don't get too excited. So much could happen. I - I will probably
loose it before term. You know how often that happens. And ― and it might be
born dead or ― you know. It is too soon to celebrate." She still would not
meet his eyes and she was rigid in his arms. After a moment he realized she was
holding her breath to keep from crying.
He drew back and stroked her face with the back of his wet hand. Hughes
belatedly registered that child-birth was the leading cause of mortality among
women. Emilie had just lost one of her sisters, he reminded himself. Very young
and old mothers were the most vulnerable. Emilie had every reason to be afraid
"Do you want me to stay? I can send Bert back to Lady de Montfort and have
Her lids flew
open and she met his eyes. For an instant, he could read relief and gratitude
in her startled, golden eyes, but then they turned a shade darker and she shook
her head. "No, that would be foolish. You might not be given a second
chance. And if I lose the baby, it will have been for nothing." She kissed
his lips gently. "Thank you for offering."
She shrugged. "It
must have been conceived the end of October."
Hughes calculated. That meant it was
due the end of July or early August. The height of the campaign season and a
notably bad time to break off and come home, but she was more at risk than he
would be with his armour and his weapons and his training. The least he could
do was be with her. "I’ll be come back in time."
Could you?" Her eyes lit up again.
will." He promised, and then drew her back into his arms.
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