J.B. Baronowsky is a former B-17 pilot who flew on the Airlift throughout the fall of 1948. He became involved in the candy drops to Berlin's children, but he has been yanked off the Airlift by his fiance's father. His soon-to-be father-in-law is a senior VP at General Motors, who could lean on his Congressman.
In this excerpt, J.B. listens to the news from Berlin and it triggers an unexpected conversation with his Dad with serious consequences.
J.B. Baronowsky
stood in the living room of his parents’ small, single-level house in
Ypsilanti, Michigan straining to hear the news crackling over the airwaves. The
man speaking was Colonel Howley, the American commandant in Berlin. J.B. knew
his voice well because he’d heard it a hundred times over the Armed Forces
Network when he was flying the Airlift. Now, although the static made Howley
sound like he was a world away, his elation and triumph had survived the trip
across the Atlantic. “…a vote for Freedom! Mayor Reuter’s party has improved
its hold on power by almost 16%. The SPD won an absolute majority with 64.5% of
all votes cast.”
The reporter
asked a question that was garbled by static, but Howley answered clearly. “The
SPD is a democratic party, firmly committed to fighting Soviet tyranny and
aggression. This is the party, remember, that voted unanimously against
Hitler in 1933. Mayor Reuter is a courageous leader, and I look forward to
working with him more closely than ever in the days and weeks ahead.”
Again, the
reporter’s question was unintelligible, but J.B. hung on Howley’s words,
“Absolutely, the Airlift will continue! The people of Berlin have made it 100%
clear they do not want to be swallowed by the Russian bear. They don’t want to
become slaves of Stalin. They’re willing to go without heat in their houses and
live with just two hours of electricity a day and to walk to work and eat
powdered potatoes, powdered milk and powdered eggs for as long as it takes to
make Stalin loosen his hold. Let me tell you, it isn’t easy to live in the cold
and the dark on half the food we Americans are used to, but the Berliners
prefer that to being prisoners of a system that denies them the right to think
for themselves. We could learn a thing or two from these hardy Berliners!”
The reporter
thanked the colonel and the station cut off the connection with Berlin to turn
to the sports news. J.B. reached up to switch off the radio altogether.
“What are you
doing here, J.B.?” His father’s voice caught him by surprise. “I thought you
were out with Patty all day?”
J.B. turned to
face his father with a guilty shrug and a sheepish grin. “Yeah, I know, I mean
— I don’t know. I wanted to hear what had happened in Berlin, and Patty and her
folks don’t care. Besides, I needed to get away from them all for a bit.” He
shrugged again uncomfortably and then admitted, “I made up an excuse about your
car breaking down and how I had to take you and Mom over to grandma’s.”
His father nodded
slowly, his expression unreadable, but his eyes were fixed hard on his son. J.B.
avoided them, turning away to pick up the jacket he’d carelessly tossed on the
sofa when he came in. He pulled the sleeves straight and folded it over his
arm.
The elder
Baronowsky watched him for a moment and then said in a low voice, “Look, Jay, I
know you’re grown up and you don’t have to talk to me about anything. That’s
fine. I don’t want to start running your life. But you ain’t been acting like a
man who’s about to marry the girl of his dreams.”
“Dad—”
“Wait!” The older
Baronowky held up his hand. “Hear me out, son. It’s true that your mom and I
never really warmed to Patty, but before you went over to Germany, we agreed
that she made you happy. You were pretty hot for her and glowed with pride when
she was beside you. Since you came back from Germany, I don’t sense that same
excitement or passion any more. I don’t see much swagger in having such a
swanky girl almost in the sack, either. Did something change while you were in
Germany?”
“I didn’t have an
affair, if that’s what you’re asking!” J.B. snapped back defensively.
“Hadn’t even
thought of that. I just asked if anything had changed.”
J.B. couldn’t
meet his father’s penetrating eyes. He looked down and then sank onto the
sagging sofa. His eyes were fixed on the old coffee table. Stains of countless
cold drinks that had perspired into the wood marred the surface, yet all he saw
was Kathleen coming out of the fog towards him. For his father, he shook his
head and said slowly, “Nothing specific, Dad.”
His father went
around to the other side of the coffee table and sat down. “Want to talk about
it?”
J.B. drew a deep
breath. It would have been easy to brush the old man off, to say it wasn’t any
of his business or it wasn’t important. But it was. He’d hoped that being back
with Patty again would make him forget Berlin and Kathleen. Instead, the more he
was with Patty, the more he missed what he’d left behind. He tried to put his
feelings into words his father would understand. “We were doing something good
over there, Dad. I was glad to be part of it. Somehow, choosing drapes for our
apartment and selecting the music for the band at the wedding just doesn’t seem
very important.”
“No, but if you
loved Patty, you’d still find it all kinda cute,” his father suggested.
“Are you saying I
don’t love Patty?” J.B. gasped out.
“Do you?”
J.B. dropped his
head in his hands and scratched at his scalp with his fingernails. Without
looking up, he muttered, “All she seems to care about is how things look.
It’s all about appearances. Does this match that? What’s the latest
fashion? What colour is in vogue now? What will the neighbours think of this or
that? And the bigger the price tag, the better it is. Is that right, Dad? Is
life just about money and fashion and prestige?” He looked up to meet his
father’s eyes.
The elder
Baronowsky didn’t answer. Instead, he stood, went over to the sideboard, and
pulled out a bottle of vodka and two glasses. He filled the glasses, brought
them back to the sofa and nudged his son with one hand.
J.B. took the
offered glass but didn’t drink. Instead, he put it on the table and tried to
explain, “I’ve tried to tell her about Berlin — the conditions people live in,
the way the kids went wild when we dropped the candy, the presents they and
their mothers gave us — handmade things like knitted socks or old books and
lace napkins, anything that had survived the bombing. They didn’t have enough
to eat, but they kept trying to give us presents!” Although he sounded
exasperated, what he wanted was for other people to feel the same amazement and
incomprehension that he did. Instead, most people just said something
meaningless like: “That was nice of them.” Patty, on the other hand, had
responded with, “I hope you didn’t keep any of that junk! We don’t want to
clutter up our beautiful house with dirty, old stuff.”
His dad’s
response took him by surprise. “The Poles would have treated you the same way.
In Europe, you never take anything without giving a gift in return. If someone
invites you to dinner, you bring them flowers or wine. If someone gives you a
birthday present, you offer them coffee and cake. Because you are bringing the
supplies in, the Berliners want to give you something back. Otherwise, they
would feel humiliated.”
“That’s it!
That’s just what it is!” J.B. exclaimed. It was a relief to have the mystery
solved and he wondered why he hadn’t talked to his dad about this earlier. “I
think the biggest thing I learned is that they weren’t all Nazis. … Most of the
Germans — just like most Americans — didn’t care much about politics until it
was too late. … It’s because of what the
Nazis did that the Berliners don’t want to bow to Stalin. They know what a
dictatorship is, and they’ve had enough. Helping them is the right thing to do.
That’s why I’d rather be flying the Airlift than designing trucks for GM.”
His father nodded
and asked the question J.B. dreaded, “And Patty? Where does Patty fit into all
this?”
“I don’t know! She
certainly doesn’t want to hear about Germany or Berlin or what I did there. She
doesn’t care about any of it.” J.B. took a deep breath and admitted,
“Sometimes, I get the feeling that she doesn’t care all that much about me,
either. I’m just part of the furniture. I have the right looks to fit into her
living room — yeah, maybe her bedroom too — but is that all I am? A body to put
into her perfect home and bring home the bucks so she can live in style?”
“Don’t marry her,
Jay.”
Despite his
complaining, the answer shook J.B. “Hey, Dad! That’s pretty stiff medicine!
She’s made wedding plans — a second time now! Her family has spent a fortune on
a wedding gown, shoes, flowers, band, catering and all that—”
“No one asked
them to,” the senior Baronowsky reminded his son. “That was their choice.”
“Yeah, I know,
but she’s been patient while I was away. If I break up with her now, she’ll go
to pieces!” It was a frightening scenario.
“Listen to me,
Jay,” his father interrupted his thoughts. “It’s the rest of your life you’re
talking about. If you aren’t crazy about her now, you ain’t gonna be crazy
about her after she’s gained forty pounds and is spending your money like it
was water.”
True, J.B.
thought, but if he broke things off he’d trigger a tempest of recriminations.
His father hadn’t
finished, “I know divorce is becoming fashionable in some circles, but the
Church does not recognise it. In the eyes of God, once you give your vows to
Patty and take her to your bed, you are bound to her and her alone — forsaking
all others — until death takes one or the other of you. You may sin. A lot of
men do. But you will never be free of her to find a woman who could make you
happy. She will make you miserable, Jay — your whole life long.”
J.B. dropped his
head in his hands again. Then he noticed the untouched vodka, picked up the
glass and threw the alcohol down his gullet with one toss. Shaking his head, he
addressed his dad, “If I break off with Patty, that snazzy job at GM goes up in
smoke, too.”
“I thought you
just told me you’d rather be flying the airlift than designing trucks?”
J.B. opened and
closed his mouth, swallowed, and then pushed the shot glass across the table,
“Can I have some more of that?”
His father got
up, poured them both another shot of vodka and handed J.B. his glass. Still
standing, he reminded his sitting son, “You never wanted that job, Jay. You
wanted the job at the Michigan Aeronautical Research Centre.”
“Yeah, but that
job’s long gone, Dad. They gave it to their next best candidate as soon as I
turned them down.”
“So, you can go
back on active duty with the USAF. I know!” His dad held up both hands as if in
surrender. “They pay peanuts! Still, you could volunteer to go back on the
Airlift.”
J.B. looked down
at the table. Kathleen was coming at him out of the fog, and in the background,
the kids were waving wildly in happiness.
“That’s what you
want, isn’t it?” his father drummed the message home.
“Yeah,” J.B.
admitted, looking up at him.
“Then don’t let
something as inconsequential as a dumb blonde and her temper tantrum get in
your way. You’ve got more important things to do with your life, Jay.”
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